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nanhua high school
ex-kemingnite
SAXOPHONIST in NHSB
102 '07
202 '08
302 '09
403 '10
11SH11 '11'12


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2013: all these kinda seem redundant, guess we all have different likes and hobbies and perspectives now.



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Thursday, December 26, 2013
As 2013 draws to a close, I'm a little overwhelmed by the things I'm dealing with rn.

I'm contemplating so many things and I think I solved quite a few things just in a day so I feel like I need to let everything get out of my head! Cos the people I would talk to are pretty busy/overseas/out of reach. There's like the course transfer stuff, heartland tour stuff, and work.

Finally decided on my move to Env studies from FASS. Gosh it's really like a struggle for me to decide. But in the end, (I didn't weigh all my choices before I clicked 'confirm' on the portal, so I shall now) I guess if I was so discontented with my first sem in FASS, I should really make a change and stick to it - for good.

For BES:
It's a privilege to be studying from so many facs
It will be 3.5 years of a challenge, having to speak up during group work, a much more hectic uni life (field trips, many group works) compared to my first sem, but if I can find a balance - and i'm determined to do so, it will be immensely rewarding.
Knowing more people and making new friends, finding somewhere I belong to (this I've been struggling in my uni life)
I won't have to keep on feeling sorry that I'm not doing science-related stuff, cos I think the vibe I've been giving people recently is that I'm rather depressed and moody HA
Finding a purpose in life - not being so uncertain of the future

Against BES (i.e. staying in FASS):
I have to give up my original plan of going to Germany for SEP (I've already set that aside and let the idea sink already so it's not so much of a concern - i.e. I'm dropping LPP - the immersion prog, the exchange prog and stuff)
I might have to face getting poor results because of the pretty hectic schedule and having to compete with people who're majoring in the elective mods (eg chem, bio, math etc)
I have to answer to people who know I'm in fass why I chose to change my course, maybe even get branded a traitor by some

Well, screw it, I'm prepared for whatever I have to face. If I have the right attitude, the right mindset, I believe I can achieve it and not let down the people who really care for me and are willing to comfort me.

I saw my schedule for next sem. It's mad. But bring it on, life!!! I'm ready to put 2013 behind me and fight for what I want to accomplish!