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Saturday, November 16, 2013
Suddenly thought of a time with my boyfriend at NUS since I'm at NUS now with someone who doesn't belong here also - my bro heh heh
Sometimes we think that keeping things to ourselves is good, but actually it turns out to be the other way..
Maybe that's why those people from the mental welfare and counseling societies always encourage people to go to for counseling and not keep things to themselves.
So anyway, that time my bf and I wanted to go get Starbucks and I insisted on buying from NUS starbucks cos it was cheaper (by 50 cents hahaha).. And he kept telling me to go to clementi mall cos he was lazy to walk. Yea, if we went to YIH, there was a short distance to walk, and for UTown we had to walk quite a distance from the bus stop.. But I obviously thought it was quite dumb and he was quite whiny.. I mean you walk so much in army and you're whining about a 150m walk from the bus stop?! So anyway I relented and then he was in a really really bad mood soon after that. Which yeah luh, was kind of a turn off. So well we went to YIH and Starbucks was closed (he was really really really really in a bad mood), so we had to wait for the bus once more to UTown.. And when we reached there I was really regretting my decision to get Starbucks in NUS.. I mean yeah, despite my dearest boyfriend being a really nice and awesome guy who treats me like a princess, I'm actually quite scared of him when he's angry (it translates to being in a really bad mood cos he refuses to tell me why he's in a bad mood). And boy was I scared of him for a moment..
Well anyway, it turned out that he was having a bad cramp/ache in his leg.. That's why he was in a bad mood. I mean, I would totally have not persisted in my stupid request to drink at NUS for the 50 cents discount if I knew that's what was bothering him..
Yeah it really made me think. Sometimes I really give my family members attitude and be really annoyed and cold to whatever they say. I think my mom must have suffered quite a lot for that.. The other time i was at KK and this daughter was being really annoyed and pissed at her mom for being loud and annoying (she kept asking her what to press on her iPhone cos she wasn't very tech-savvy). I did that before once, when my mom accompanied me to a checkup and she kept saying embarrassing things to the staff about me.. So naturally I reacted that way. I mean she was totally kept in the dark and now when I look back, she must have suffered and wondered wth was her daughter acting like that..
Oh well we all do stupid things. Actually even now I still hide my feelings a lot of times so I don't come off as whiny or if I don't want other people to know what i'm thinking. Yup I still do even though I know it would just solve the problem if I speak up. I just hope I hid it well enough that other people won't notice..
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